Trust Issue

If we look carefully at the dictionary trust mean to rely on someone or depend on who u trust.
but for me i cant trust some1 even mah friend nor mah family. maybe coz ive been decep by some1 i really trust. i know we should trust some1 yet why do they keep lying under our nose. it is bcoz they have more important to do or they just see that promise a crappy word.

I started not to trust some1 when i was 14. its not that i trust some1 i can just depend on the situation or the people who i dealing with. to avoid trusting issue, i do mah own way even its hard or harder. But for them to trust me its easy. what is that they see in me that make them trust me or feel comfortable with me. thinking it making me crazy. its not that i dont appreciate, its just i dont feel comfortable. What to do its wat makes us human and its the mystery that i would like to discover 1 day