If we look carefully at the dictionary trust mean to rely on someone or depend on who u trust.
but for me i cant trust some1 even mah friend nor mah family. maybe coz ive been decep by some1 i really trust. i know we should trust some1 yet why do they keep lying under our nose. it is bcoz they have more important to do or they just see that promise a crappy word.
I started not to trust some1 when i was 14. its not that i trust some1 i can just depend on the situation or the people who i dealing with. to avoid trusting issue, i do mah own way even its hard or harder. But for them to trust me its easy. what is that they see in me that make them trust me or feel comfortable with me. thinking it making me crazy. its not that i dont appreciate, its just i dont feel comfortable. What to do its wat makes us human and its the mystery that i would like to discover 1 day
Sunday, May 29, 2011
Tuesday, May 17, 2011
Friend or Foe?
i have been live mah life about 17 years. From all that years ive found many friend.
Didnt know pula yang aq automatic make foe secara accident. At first i started to show mah care but time to time i started to 'wat the hell is not like they care right'. To be honest, mlas nak pekiak but its started to eat me up, bru 2 time become more mature =.=". Bah, aq pun wat something that mereka x perasan that im in conlifct (not with some1 but to myself) thats is i never show any emotion. x lah 100% nothings perfect right. Some poeple said that showing emotions is a sign of weakness and yeah its true but for me, lbh dari 2 its show vulnerability inside and outside. Pffft lantak lah. what happen in the past stay in the past.
Sometimes i love mah friend, sometimes i wanna kick thier a** but tanpa mereka what i am today its wat i become. Its not for them that i become who i am but i choose this way sbb i want to be the spotlight. For me friend is my guide to achieve something missing from my heart. They are mah life line without them who we are. Sometimes aq pikir yang mereka neglect aq bab something wrongs with me and it eats me up. People said that ni stage teenager where they think that the world against them. Didnt know that the burden quite heavy rather than sad but mehhh. Its life, every1 must endure the stage stage 2.
Song ni kot reflect some of mah life, i think
Born This Way
Didnt know pula yang aq automatic make foe secara accident. At first i started to show mah care but time to time i started to 'wat the hell is not like they care right'. To be honest, mlas nak pekiak but its started to eat me up, bru 2 time become more mature =.=". Bah, aq pun wat something that mereka x perasan that im in conlifct (not with some1 but to myself) thats is i never show any emotion. x lah 100% nothings perfect right. Some poeple said that showing emotions is a sign of weakness and yeah its true but for me, lbh dari 2 its show vulnerability inside and outside. Pffft lantak lah. what happen in the past stay in the past.
Sometimes i love mah friend, sometimes i wanna kick thier a** but tanpa mereka what i am today its wat i become. Its not for them that i become who i am but i choose this way sbb i want to be the spotlight. For me friend is my guide to achieve something missing from my heart. They are mah life line without them who we are. Sometimes aq pikir yang mereka neglect aq bab something wrongs with me and it eats me up. People said that ni stage teenager where they think that the world against them. Didnt know that the burden quite heavy rather than sad but mehhh. Its life, every1 must endure the stage stage 2.
Song ni kot reflect some of mah life, i think
Born This Way
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