its been a while since i update mah blog but well u know i ish have mah life as a student e.e. moving on, u know when u have to face that feeling about when u feel neglected or abandoned, yeah i started to feel that way nao. long story short, mah friend and i was making a group (we've been best friend since form 1) and we invited mah old friend to our group. since he join the group, its like they replacing me for him. an audition that he can do better than me (thats wat i think :d). well its true, his better tan almost everthing i do. plus he have a good figure compare to mah who ish a thin person q.q.
what to do right, i want to say a word but who am i try to broke our relationship for about 6-7 years of friendship. so i keep it to myself and try to let it go by or so. ohh yeahhh, btw i try to get closer to them but the closer i get to them, the more gap between me to them become less and less apart. its like im not cool enough for them no more. they use to be come to me ask anything. nao they dont even bother to ask and ask the new guy. its not that i mad at him but i want to be like the old days.
well who am i supposed to say to them. in mah mind, i try to find a way to leave them like, start a fight wif one of them so can i leave the group peacefully. and they can enjoy without me. or maybe im just not fitted enough for them or just im born to be alone in this wolrd
